No one on Earth can save you. You have to do all the work in your recovery. There is not a cute boy or girl out there to fix all your problems. There are friends who can support you, therapists you can open up to, meds to help with symptoms, and family members to lean on, but in the end, you save yourself.
And when you do save yourself, that is something to be proud of. You are fighting hard. You fought hard. You can do it, because recovery is possible.